Long time no see. It`s been for a long time since I got bored with this kind of stuff. I hated to write and I hated to realize that nobody read my things….
So many story u`ve passed from my life. First, congratz to my own life for succed I`ve been reached. Now, I`ve became an engineer, civil engineer. Yaw yaw yaw… for the longest time i`ve spent to this word “ST”. I`ve made my parents so proud of me of course. They finally knew how hard it was. The dramatic thing was when they said that they very proud of me. I really couldn`t bear that kind of feeling. I`m a aquarius. See, the star which can hide the feeling and just ignore it. The prestige.
And now it`s the time thinking where I suppose to go. The fact is I already know where I have to go. But sometimes there`s a feeling avoid me to step up so I got stuck out. I am a woman and there are some voices that I`ve to work in my apropriate things. But I can`t lie to my own that I really love to do the “wow” thing.
Ok, fine that`s just the priority. but, I really “hard stubborn”. Sometimes I couldn`t do the things that I would be done for that. What does it mean? Its mean that I really ambisious and not realize how strong I am. I just follow my own heart feeling without thinking the ability from in.
That` s enough… Now I should make my priority and go for a chance to reach it one by one in a certain periode. And just keep the list of ability and disability so I can reach that without feeling guilty if I can`t be succed for someday. Just wish me luck…Oh god help me for this situation. I`m on intersection without any signal… Is it left, right, go forward, or just step a head?
The Journey Mei 3, 2009
feeling guilty Maret 9, 2009
feeling guilty with those stuff. Can`t remember when the first time I said “Ok, I`ll try”, but now it`s more than tried. its become such a addiction for me of course. and i can`t imagine someday will lose him. I addict with his love
Hiks Februari 18, 2009
Hiks aku nggak bisa boong ama diriku sendiri. Sebenernya sedih juga mikir juga kalo nanti habis wisuda kudu pisah sama beib tercinta, tapi mau gimana lagi. Aku dan dia masih punya segudang cita-cita yang mau diraih dulu. Yang bisa dilakukan sekarang hanya saling support dan saling percaya… Mungkin terlihat aku biasa saja karena begitulah cewek (selalu bilang nggak padahal iya). Ehm, semoga aja semua dapet yang terbaik yah. Amien
Twicrack Januari 29, 2009
I really down to heart with that amazed movie, twilight. Really magnificient. Edward seems so cool and iyuuuu want be his girl, in a dream of course. bella can`t be no more his girl coz I will get it for me. (Oh, no who am I?)
The fact is I really impressed with this movie. The modern-loved-vampire story with nice packaged. I`d like to buy this book then keep dreaming with this guy. And keep buy for the next book over and over. CAn`t wait to have the next series…
EDWARD….HERE I COME.
