keep smiling
This is the first of March and I feel so complicated. My boy have departured to NAD this early morning, and unfortunately I couldn`t say goodbye right in front of him. But the special things is he`s giving me a note (written in a block note) that I have to keep smiling indeed take a good care of my health. And last night I felt very ashamed that I suddenly droped my tears but for a rush wiped it. I think I little ridiculous that I always shown my tears when he give me a note than a spoken. A note is telling me everything and I remembered when he said “like” me in a note also long time ago.
But the important thing wasn`t the loneliness he left on me, but the spirit that he gave undirectly that I have to keep my smiling and I have to be brave. I always keep my thought that I have to struggle whenever and whatever condition. I have to maintain my mood and spirit. I will show you that I am the best for you and deserve to be planned be a wife.
ratu intan and 
vinosakaiulani 9:51 am pada Maret 1, 2010 Permalink
it’s sad, indeed. i’ve felt in your shoes too, and wow.. it’s hard. but, still we’re fighting in this world, we must, no matter happen. and intan, as i said before, we’re tough young woman. we can do it, together or alone.
ratu intan 3:41 am pada Maret 3, 2010 Permalink
It`s not so hard but it`s quite difficult to start be toughful. Yay for our, as to be ladies, tough is important than whining. La, ada pertemuan pencinta buku nggak seh…pengen ikut