Things I don`t like bout the capital

Living in Jakarta enforce me to adapt in many things, such as:
1. Traffic jam anywhere and anytime, wasting time in the road
2. The pollution is extremly annoying
3. The rider always act arbitrarily
4. Some people here like to cheat the other
5. So many mall here make me love shopping now (this is not definetly I used to)
6. I couldn`t find the place to relax in the cheap way
7. I couldn`t find the library or book rental place whereas I can lend novels, comics, magazines, or anykind of book
8. The price of meal here is higher than my hometown, so I forced to eat “Warteg” that I didn`t like before
9. I got “red ticket” twice from police because I got the wrong way (Damn fot the way, makes me confuse where is the fast and slow lane)

So many things I have to courage myself to know the rules and adapt in appropriate way. Basic of all, I don`t wanna be like those people cheating somebody else.

Semangat Baru

Pagi ini terasa beda. Entahlah apa yang sedang saya rasa, tapi yang pasti yang ingin saya lakukan adalah tetap semangat dari senin pagi sampai nanti jumat sore. Yah, saya harus membangun image positif terhadap diri saya sehingga nantinya apa yang akan saya lakukan selama 5 hari kedepan adalah yang terbaik dan bermanfaat untuk diri sendiri dan pastinya untuk orang lain.
Dan rasanya sudah 1 minggu semenjak kepergian udo ke Aceh. Dan saya turut berbahagia bahwa dirinya disana baik-baik saja dan selalu membawa kabar yang menyejukkan hati walaupun ada sebersit rasa was-was dalam hati saya akibat berita yang akhir-akhir ini selalu muncul di berita tentang teroris di Aceh besar. Tapi saya percaya insya Allah dia selalu dalam lindungannya.

Selama beberapa hari kedepan saya telah mempunyai program yang semoga saya bisa KONSISTEN dalam menjalankan apa yang telah saya rencanakan. Dan mungkin hasilnya mari kita lihat satu atau dua bulan ke depan. Aminn

keep smiling

This is the first of March and I feel so complicated. My boy have departured to NAD this early morning, and unfortunately I couldn`t say goodbye right in front of him. But the special things is he`s giving me a note (written in a block note) that I have to keep smiling indeed take a good care of my health. And last night I felt very ashamed that I suddenly droped my tears but for a rush wiped it. I think I little ridiculous that I always shown my tears when he give me a note than a spoken. A note is telling me everything and I remembered when he said “like” me in a note also long time ago.

But the important thing wasn`t the loneliness he left on me, but the spirit that he gave undirectly that I have to keep my smiling and I have to be brave. I always keep my thought that I have to struggle whenever and whatever condition. I have to maintain my mood and spirit. I will show you that I am the best for you and deserve to be planned be a wife.